sufferance
noun uk/ˈsʌf.ər.əns/ us/ˈsʌf.ɚ.əns/
on sufferanceformal 经勉强同意，勉强允许地
with unwilling permission
He gave me a bed for a couple of nights but I felt I was there on sufferance. 他让我住上几个晚上，但我感觉自己在那儿并不受欢迎。
under sufferanceold-fashioned 不情愿地
If someone does something under sufferance, they do it very unwillingly.
He only visits his parents under sufferance. 他探望父母时总是极不情愿。